The Poem

I'm having a hard time getting over the relationship that we were never in

At first i saw your perfect smile

gathered strength, that took me awhile;

I know that this is a disgrace

I'm brave enough to show my face;

And then I came, I took your hand

touched your hair and every strand;

It took a while for me to know

cupid took his bow and aimed his blow.

Can I sing a song for you?

it's the only way we can speak to;

But words are even not enough

to show us, but are we a bluff?

Can i draw a picture of you?

I know that you want it too;

Can i just keep it in my heart

knowing that we would fall apart.

Hold on time why are you so fast?

now i have found my love at last;

But this is what you call bad luck

I'm hanging here and now I'm stuck;

What are you thinking I'm so confused

what have you done my heart's so bruised;

Can we repeat get back to none

throw everything become undone.

I've come to the point to force myself

to not care but i really need help;

Not loving you is really hard

all I could think is I've done my part;

I've kept all our memories together

knowing I would laugh at this, maybe forever;

But i don't know what runs through your mind

I turned stupid, and kept being blind.

If only I could read your mind

I know that I should have declined;

I don't know what I have found on you

I know myself, I thought i knew;

I gave my all, had a hard time

asked me what to do, I have sublimed;

Now i'll give up, I have to stop

should've taken a sit and watched every drop.